Life so so boring lately, aimless drifts. No more goals,like a moon thats set out to obit a planet, going round for milleniums but the path does not change, to find that, theres no destination to be reached.
Somehow it just feels so empty, like a bottomless well thats dried up. Yes kians, willy, bl, i know how WE feel eventhough i dun usually like to say stuffs liketat.
Aiya, im not surprise im likedat, afterall, i hate talking, ppl i know (as in know their names onli, LOL) are probably classmates.
I hate stupid/unnecessary stuffs, but for 1 person, i do anything to make that person laugh, even just a faint smile is sufficient.
I use to think that, like a tree secretly guarding the rose from behind, from the rain and wind, is enough. But i realized that its not.
Im getting greedy, but i want to smell the aroma of the rose too, i want to sit beside it. Stealing glances of its backview is no longer enough to fill the emptiness.
Drifting away from reality, only in dreams can i feel the warmth, like the earth being cared for by the sun. Loneliness ah.......loneliness, go away, dun ever come back again.~
This year, i finally feel abit of warmth that i nv felt before. But i guess its short-lived, like a candle, bright and warm, but dies off after awhile. I wish i can keep that person by my side, but its probably impossible. Afterall, theres no reason for a princess to choose a peasant over princes.
I dunno how to move on from here anymore, like a man whos reached the end and came to a cliff. Walking back would be meaningless, but which way to go??
Im actually writing it here, dotzz. im gg nuts. nuts. nuts~
Friday, October 23, 2009
Life so so boring lately, aimless drifts. No more goals,like a moon thats set out to obit a planet, going round for milleniums but the path does not change, to find that, theres no destination to be reached.
Somehow it just feels so empty, like a bottomless well thats dried up. Yes kians, willy, bl, i know how WE feel eventhough i dun usually like to say stuffs liketat.
Aiya, im not surprise im likedat, afterall, i hate talking, ppl i know (as in know their names onli, LOL) are probably classmates.
I hate stupid/unnecessary stuffs, but for 1 person, i do anything to make that person laugh, even just a faint smile is sufficient.
I use to think that, like a tree secretly guarding the rose from behind, from the rain and wind, is enough. But i realized that its not.
Im getting greedy, but i want to smell the aroma of the rose too, i want to sit beside it. Stealing glances of its backview is no longer enough to fill the emptiness.
Drifting away from reality, only in dreams can i feel the warmth, like the earth being cared for by the sun. Loneliness ah.......loneliness, go away, dun ever come back again.~
This year, i finally feel abit of warmth that i nv felt before. But i guess its short-lived, like a candle, bright and warm, but dies off after awhile. I wish i can keep that person by my side, but its probably impossible. Afterall, theres no reason for a princess to choose a peasant over princes.
I dunno how to move on from here anymore, like a man whos reached the end and came to a cliff. Walking back would be meaningless, but which way to go??
Im actually writing it here, dotzz. im gg nuts. nuts. nuts~